Mid-Year

I've made my decision

There's no turning back

It's the way forward

I need to walk this track

I've understood and realized things

As I've seen my inner self

This isn't only for others

But also for myself

I don't want to be negative

To criticize too much

To disappoint greatly

To be jealous too much

Don't want to play the victim

To have drama going on

To be self-centered

To always be right on

I need to leave behind

All my unforgiveness

All my self-expectations

All my judgments

I accept all heartaches

I respect all differences

I'll be open-minded

And welcome all faces

Peace is what I need

Even in this time

I have a life to work on

While I still have time

I'm just fortunate enough

To have this course correction

I've seen how I've become

I'm now taking action

I can still see the cracks

It's something I'm not proud of

If I knew it long ago

This wouldn't be what I'll worry of

But I firmly believe that

This can still go better

A great ending to the story

I'm hoping for something better

One day, I'll remember this

I hope it's not too late

That I've chosen to turn the course

New dawn I'll await